The Craziest Dreams!!

Okay, I'll try to keep this brief. Last night I had the craziest dreams!! I dreamt that my mother was shot in the head through our window with a shotgun by my cousins, and out of my stupidity I was next. Then I woke up. Next up in my dreams was getting baptized in a mud bath (it symbolized that I didn't have to be "clean" and have my life together, but that Jesus would help me do that daily). My young adult group leaders at church had filmed the entire event and really encouraged me and I cried. It was actually a beautiful dream. Then my final dream of the night, I was mad at myself because I ate pizza (like 3 pieces) and Reese pieces and ruined my 21 day clutch cut diet. I guess I am craving things in my subconscious mind! Don't worry, my mom hasn't died. I did call her at 3AM my time 6AM hers to wake her up and make sure she was alive. & I didn't break diet. I'm going strong with the help of the Lord!